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Im 160cm & i'll grow taller! Im very happy, easily excitable and super COOL. I won't bite, i promise *munch* HEEHEE(: I value friendship and relationships alot. (L)volleyball, basketball, piano. I like to disturb entertain the people around me if not they emo ): Oh, & i believe in Jesus.


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Tuesday, March 16, 2010 /8:19 PM

>:O Im so prone to darkness ): Why? I wish my heart was numb, at least i wouldn't feel loss...
Insomnia again last night, the same threatening feeling again D: Scared to death, serious.
I was imagining things again )): I was in deep thoughts, more likely but they ain't those kind that you want to think about.
My mind isn't like a normal humans' trust me. Because you won't have psychological problems at the age of five. I do.
Im not mad though. Cause, it's something so similar to depression.

When fear overrules your heart and misery sinks inside, can you take it? I was scared stiff.
I don't know why i think of thoughts that i don't wanna think about. They jusxt appear out of nowhere and stay there.
I don't like that wrenching feeling, when the sun falls and you're afraid that something might happen.
I had seen a doctor when i was five, she said im normal, but i have an over-imaginative mind, it was fine for kids.

Am i still a kid now? That fear nearly made me bonkers once, but i don't even know what im afraid of. My thoughts?
No. There's something greater than that. You know something? Im so angry.

Im trying so hard to live a normal person's life, everyone is so lucky to even be average.
Why can't they realise the fact that they're so privileged? You think it's very stylo to take your life? Or cut your wrist?
Or even to donate blood just to threaten others by pouring it on their doorstep.
You don't know how hard people are trying just to stay alive and be normal, jusxt like you.
With all that blood, you could've created numerous miracles. And yet, you're there, wasting your own life.

I wished all my life, that i could be carefree and normal. At least the world's still a nice place to live in.
Im an optimistic person so i must be cheerful :D