if you're all alone, when the pretty birds have flown, honey, i'm still free
take a chance on me

making big announcement
hydrogen: Hello my sweet friends!
helium: Best viewed in chrome.
lithium: Stay or leave, and please tag! Kiss!
beryllium: Showing 3 posts on main page! Click archives roll on top for monthly archives. 		boron: refresh
carbon: close windows and study for a test so i can slack 2mrw!
nitrogen: again, remeber to tag! :D
oxygen: filling up space for fun!

ImmaFOURTEEN .__.
Im 160cm & i'll grow taller! Im very happy, easily excitable and super COOL. I won't bite, i promise *munch* HEEHEE(: I value friendship and relationships alot. (L)volleyball, basketball, piano. I like to disturb entertain the people around me if not they emo ): Oh, & i believe in Jesus.


Mostly, I wish for the happiness of everyone around me.
-That's me

Don't hold back
Alethea Tan

Create Your Badge

just love me day by day
SixONE EMPATHYTWO Jasmine Jing Jing Yan Xuan Venetia Zhi Qi

Coded by hasta mañana with gratitude towards thebikiniboy. Header inspirations: scintillantstar | Icon: crumblee xxx



So much for my happy ending
Thursday, May 20, 2010 /11:53 PM

Don't get your hopes too high, cause they would be shattered.
I was sibei goonniang during the first 2 matches at netball court. I think i suck. Im sorry but i didn't even get an attempt to score cause i thought that it didn't matter. I was like running w/o even trying to steal their ball. I didn't even play rough until BN's match and i realised how stupid i was to slack in the previous 2 matches. It's like we wasted the guys' efforts in trying to help us. Shit, i feel damn fucked up. Especially those scenes that keep reenacting in my mind--

1. Zhuang Yuan getting crushed by -.-
2. Meng Yue's knees injured & he still continued playing.
3. Manfred's leg that swelled.
4. Girl's tears.

Hey, i know that most of us cry, me too, cause i felt that

-i didn't gave my best shot
-let everyone down
-wasted their efforts
-i saw their injuries and like super regretted not playing properly.

FML. that dead silence amongst our class during the YOG talk just made me cry again.
We wasted one year-2009, we didn't treasure our time, and now, it's going to be over.
I keep letting everyone down.