Too much on my mind
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 /4:32 AM
Im not posting everyday cause it's lame.
I found out that im a caregiver aka provider aka helper! Thanks Jasmine:D Means im super sensitive to others, emotional, sympathetic, self-conscious. I need to be loved, and in return, i super love people. I like crowds, cause they are so much fun you know. But i can be crushed by your bad comments. So famous quoting from miss chua "If you have nothing constructive to say, don't say!" YAY, ms chua understands me! Im very friendly, and can entertain you all day. (close friends only duh!) Although im like super quiet, i am actually very happy cause i don't want to be attention seeker in class. HA! I like to go out on adventures, i trust my intuition too much at times. And im a perfectionist, i want the best for everyone. I judge people but i don't hold grudges. I want everyone to be happy, and i'll be contented. I mean it. Im not perfect, but who can't change the fact that no one is.
To a certain someone i judged wrongly
I really don't believe what others say, i don't want to try and judge you just by some comments we don't know whether it's fake or real. But suddenly, i think i don't really know you anymore, so it was all an act? Or was it? The person i know and the gossip i heard, they don't seem to match. I can't believe you'd do all that, but sometimes i can't help but suspect you. This type of thing, no one would be able to turn a blind eye to it, you're ruining the lives of others. That's so not cool at all. Stop being so gross, you make me feel stupid to have thought you as someone you weren't. I should never have trusted anyone, not after that time. If it was just a lie, oh fuck you man, don't joke around this type of things. I know you want to show-off but i really don't understand why people are so immature. For goodness sake, please open your eyes. It's gross D:
I feel really sick, i got cough and i think i got cold. I am super dizzy now, after like being in the outdoors for 3h, then my body was heated up by stupid ultraviolet rays. HMPH! You make me black one more time, i going to use sunblock everytime i leave the house! Then when i came back i threw cold water over my head, COLD. not warm. And now, im so 轻飘飘. GOsh, i going fall sick. Then still need do Homeecons somemore, URGH!
Labels: stupid people in a random world
