DaRkNeSs of the HeArT

A tale...

2010-11-09T04:21:00.000-08:00

Cute :P

T.I.R.E.D

Clique and EDS and open house and piano kept me busy for the whole of the last two weeks.

Im glad that it was a beautiful melody though.

2empathy, sad to say, i don't really miss y'all :( You're the first class that ever made me feel this way. It's weird.

Flames in my heart

2010-10-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

Main clique,

Hey-hey guys, thanks for being by my side for the the years 2009 and 2010. It was great having you as my friends, although it was unbearable sometimes, you know! But whatever, i think we had alot of fun, from sitting together in class and chatting/joking/laughing/insulting to walking to the bus stop and dakota station. You must all stay happy forever, even when im not there to entertain you all heehee:D Im glad to have met you all and never regretted having friends like you! Next year we are going to change class but who cares, we will always remember those memories we shared right right right? It just seems like yesterday when i walk in class and started chatting like siao. I miss those times, but i know they'll never be the same again. But, we have to move on, so don't be sad for too long, must be happy and look forward to newer and more important people coming into your life during sec3. Don't forget me!

JASMINE:

YOU HAVE BEEN A READY GOOD PARTNER, ALWAYS PUTTING UP WITH MY INSANITY AND PAIKIA-NESS. BOOM! HAHAHAHA:D I KNOW I VERY UNBEARABLE AT TIMES, CAUSE I CAN ANNOY YOU UNTIL LIKE OMG, BUT YOU ALSO LIKE THAT WHAT. WHATEVER LA, VERY AWESOME FRIEND CAN READY. I WILL MISS SEEING YOU CURSING AT SOME *AHEM* PEOPLE AND LISTENING TO MUSIC IN CLASS AND LAUGHING AT NOTHING, JUST BEING RANDOM TOGETHER. I MISS THOSE TIMES LIKE NOW READY, OH NO, I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IN FUTURE. WE SHOULD DEFINITELY MEET UP MORE AND STAY IN TOUCH. YOU ARE SOMEONE I CAN TRUST ALOT, AND SHARE STUFF AND COPY HOMEWORK FROM. I WOULD REMEMBER THE HAPPY TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER FOR ETERNITY, LASTLY, FRIENDS FOREVER.

WINNIE:

HELLO WELLO BELLO VOLCANO, WHY SO LAME HUHHUHHUH?! OMG, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR LAMENESS, BUT THAT MAKES US TWO LOL! STOP ERUPTING ON ME, YOU THINK YOU COOL IS IT? HEEHEE(: I MISS BEING STRESSED TOGETHER WITH YOU A FEW HOURS/DAYS BEFORE EXAMS AND LAUGHING AT YOUR LAMENESS!!! WHY ARE YOU SO CRUEL:O WHY YOU CUT OF THE MR MEN LEGS?! HAHAHA! JOKE TTM! I MISS STAYING BACK AFTER SCHOOL WITH YOU AND PLAYING AT THE PLAYGROUND, YOU MAKE ME BECOME SO CHILDISH AND IDIOTIC, CAUSE WE DO THESE TYPE OF STUFF TOGETHER:D OK LA OK LA, YOU VERY COOL CAN?! :D MUST STAY HAPPY AND DON'T GET PISSED SO OFTEN. MUST RELAX~ FRIEND FOREVER

ZHIQI:

WHOOHOO! LET'S TALK SOMEMORE IN CLASS TALK TALK TALK^^ WHY YOU LIKE PIGS SO MUCH, I DON'T UNDERSTAND LEH! PIGS LIKE ABIT UNGLAM, CUTE MEH? EH, STOP TALKING SO LOUDLY WITH YOUR AHNI DURING LESSON, AND STOP FLIRTING WITH YOUR HUSBAND, GROSS GROSS GROSS HAHAHAHA! STOP DISTRACTING ME IN CLASS AHHH! I MISS YOUR BIG BIG BIG HANDWRITING, AND ALL THE HAND SIGNS YOU MAKE. I WILL REMEMBER ALL THE FUN TIMES WE SHARED YAY! TELL ME MORE SECRETS AND ALL THE FUNNY FUNNY STUFF THAT MAKE ME BURST OUT LAUGHING HALFWAY DURING LESSON! REMEMBER STAY CHEERFUL FOREVER, THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY OUT.

As i grow up, the greater my determination becomes dude.

2010-10-27T04:00:00.000-07:00

Pardon the vulgarities, im not usually so erm... vulgar. Im serious.

Today was a roller-coaster :S

Hey,

SO DON'T FUCKING UNDERESTIMATE MY LEVEL OF PISSED-NESS.

SO YOU DON'T FUCKING LIE TO US, YOU BASTARD.

SO YOU DON'T FUCKING TOY WITH OUR FEELINGS FUCKER.

DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING LIE TO ME. I HATE FUCKING LIARS.

YOU FUCKING BASTARD. YES YOU FUCKER.

AND YOU FUCKER NO. 2, YOU DON'T FUCKING SCOLD MY FRIEND.

YOU DON'T FUCKING THROW YOUR WEIGHT ABOUT.

YOU DON'T FUCKING ACT NONCHALANT.

YOU DON'T FUCKING SHIFT YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES TO OTHERS.

YOU DON'T FUCKING PUT THE BLAME ON OTHERS.

YOU BETTER FUCKING REFLECT ON YOUR OWN FUCKING ACTIONS.

YOU BETTER GET SACKED FROM THE SCHOOL AS A TEACHER.

Double blow not enough, you know how many blows i received today?

How can i not be angered?

Oh, im not angry cause of interclass.

What's done can't be undone no matter how we feel.

Im angry at the stupid bastard LANCE. and a fucking jibai that lied to us.

HELLO?! it's an ice-cream, i couldn't care less.

BUT YOU SCOLDED MY FRIEND CAUSE OF IT.

What rights do you have to scold her when she asked you so politely and you are so damn sarcastic.

It is indeed your responsibility to ask about what happened to that box of ice-cream

but apparantly, you took no action as a teacher at all, worse, a AFT.

You couldn't care less about our class.

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SCOLD HER when she merely reminded you to ask about what happen to the box of ice-cream.

GO DIE!

destress

2010-10-23T19:10:00.000-07:00

IM SO BORED AND STRESSED.

EXAMS ARE OVER BUT WTF.

EVERYONE, EVERYWHERE,EVERY MOMENT...

I HEAR PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT STREAMING.

JUST STFU CAN, NO NEED TELL THE WHOLE WORLD YOU WANT GO WHICH CLASS.

Im now, super lost.

Nevermind, i feeeeeeeel so bored.

Shall go play some games.

O_O

Does anyone still remember MINICLIPS.COM?

HAHAHA, i think alot of people forget ready.

I remember the sushi go round and the BP gas mania LOL:D

I go entertain myself heeeheeee.

After 1h,

OMG, I THINK IM CRAZY HAHAHA, play unlimited mode until 100000pts

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHA.

En-tangled

2010-10-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

Streaming is getting on my nerves.

I really don't know what to chose.

SO many factors to consider.

Forget it, i anyhow choose.

(~_~)

Damn final results make me cry in school so many times today.

URGH! STUPID!!!

What's the problem with the school's system?

HUH HUH HUH?!

& YOU!

Go bang your head against the wall!

Don't add on to my troubles D:

I DONT LIKE YOU!

T^T

Im actually really scared about next year. *sobs*

Cherish: shooting stars, they're blasting away

2010-10-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

You & i may not have it all together, but when we're together, we've got it all.

2empathy is nice.

BBQ cool ttm heehee(:

although...

All i had was fried rice and one bite of a chicken wing lol

Basketball was awesome.

Had lots of fun playing under the night sky.

Playing in the dark, without the lights,

(because the security guard turned it off-.-)

& i couldn't make out a single thing,

& playing with everyone,

it was SO COOL, hahahahaha!

Im addicted, OH NO!

My plan starts off today.

2010-10-15T19:21:00.000-07:00

Why do you make a fuss over such a small thing. What's your problem? Ive been putting up with you for a long time cause you are my friend, i thought that we should give in and get along. But, you are really too much, i realised that im the only one making an effort to maintain our friendship. You are always using the people around you that seriously care for you for your own sake. You are so selfish. I hate your ways. Always exaggerating things. You are ALWAYS right and yes, others are always wrong. Laughs, im not a dog, you don't control me and you don't expect me to be obedient. Who you think you are?

The end, signifies the beginning

2010-10-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

EXAM finally over(: (acc paper so extra-.-)

Im so happy, i shall :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I shall post about today.

Whee!

Acc is over @11.30.

Go play bball(:

But...

Miss Cheng waste my time, ask me go collect sketchbook,

collect and confirm the marks ready she still never let me go,

she want me read out the test marks for other classes,

to lighten her workload of reading and typing it out herself *rolls eyes*

She deprived herself of being a SUPERWOMAN!..

): Everybody change ready i still haven't, in the end need run go meet them.

*sighs*

Nevermind, i still very HAPPY. Haha cause it's the end of my troubles.

Went MPCC play

... &...

Wait for some superqianjin

some super fucked up people everytime don't keep to their word.

YAY(:

The super qianjin come ready!

We played again :D

I accidentally tripped venetia:O (SORRY!)

i don't mean it, you know that accidents are meant to happen-.-

Then...

the people on court left then SOME PEOPLE finally decided to come in

but who cares to give a damn anymore.

We just want to play.

In the end, ended up playing for 5h whoa haha.

In the midst alot of people injured HAHA.

Everyone kena leg cramp:/

Oops, i tripped winson. er..., sorry 2nd person i tripped.

Ok not funny la.

Then played played played until tired ready the go PP.

Dinner then go home.

fuck, i really don't mean to trip anyone.

Just stfu, nao you are making me pissed.

2010-10-13T22:15:00.000-07:00

Adventure belongs to those who risk and play the game.

If you like it, you're never gonna give up.

I believe someday you'll become someone great.

So, don't give up on your dreams.

SMILE

2010-10-12T20:40:00.000-07:00

L for loser,

2010-10-05T00:57:00.000-07:00

EOY= End of you.

1. Words+numbers+format=maths+physics+geog+bio+history+elit

2. Study+study=nerd

3. Stress+stress=mental breakdown

4. Tired+insomnia=exhausted

5. 7h in school+3h doing god-knows-what+8h sleep=18h a day wasted

EOY is trying to ruin my life, whole day come back from school exhausted.

No time sleep, sleep ready no time study. -.-"

GIving me too much pressure ready, even the teachers.

&& the fucking homec, wanna add on to my already damn heavy burden.

Crap >:(

but, i cannot give up just yet, just going to give my all, so i won't regret.

I don't want to make another wrong decision and regret again.

And do the wrong thing all over again.

And the wrong kind of people.

And the wrong kind of life.

I can't afford to make another mistake.

Being happy,

is not too much to ask for is it?

All this years...

Bring it on :D

2010-09-24T22:31:00.000-07:00

EOYS HERE I COME,

i not scared of you.

BBALL WAIT FOR ME.

IMY X38749346594

ILY X389326478623

someday i'll find a way

2010-09-17T23:19:00.000-07:00

^(/./)^ Hello .__.

i don't like maggi mee, you know who.

I feel wicked, nvm delete le :D

I pissed for long enough ready, back to happy(:

Btw, im a guaikia now :/

Can you believe it :O

An exhausted one.

And sad.

After the stupid ACC, im going to become paikia again.

Im trying to get a little stuff squeezed inside that miniature brain everyday.

Sorry brain, please suck them up and let them stay there for the time-being.

I know it's hard on you, but relax, after 23 more days, you'll have my whole head to yourself.

I love you brain.

My greatest motivation:

1. Money (MY SHOPPING MONEY)

2. Not getting in the same class as *ahem* (that's why i want go 2nd class)

3. Those days after eoys(:

Feel my heartbeat

2010-09-08T06:38:00.000-07:00

[Love] Rainbow colours

Im so cool ^v^

IM NOT SHORT OK, IM JUST BENDING ABIT.

Clarke Quay is a real nice place, even at night when the streets come to life.

The shops are real real real cool and nice! I like.

They ask me do what stupid model thing until damn fail for art.

Stupid art, come out with all the weird weird homework.

Until we had to ******** at clarke quay.

Fuck can, make my heart beat like crazy.

At least it's all over.*Phew*

Nevermind, the day was great.

Mr sun was shining brightly(:

And we roamed the streets.

Met a super cute Japanese who chatted with us,

and we dk how to communicate with her!

So ended up smiling with question marks:D

Blur 0.0"

Went to central, burger king then go kaikai.

Then go home sleeeeeeeee:P

Lookin' over a rainbow

2010-09-06T04:04:00.001-07:00

I LIKE TODAY :D

VERY COOL \m/

Morning study at pasir ris library, lousy facilities no table,

only restricted to small small kiddies.

Also don't let us seat on the floor. I sit only you come and guailan me :O

Then how i study?! No brain.

HMPH!

Do halfway, ahh finally saw daisy the lost cow wandering.

Then he see yanxuan, then shy walk away o.o HAHA!

Ooh he came back with anthony and learningliang, joker man!

Wha i didn't know they were so noisy, even noisier than the lil kids.

Afterwards banana and zhuangyuan come. Noise pollution got worse.

After one hour, lost focus ready, go eat Macs.

YAY. Venetia say she coming at 2:P

Go arcade, play street bball(L) and wait for venetia.

My teamwork with yx still er... cannot be compared to with winnie:D

Than the guys come and act pro-.-" 393 highscore-.-

but... you got 5 peepo leh, i and yx only 2 you know. Obv beat la.

Later go play the wdv shit gun machine thing la, wait for venetia.

She come then we go play bball.

Basketball,

WALAO.

Another encounter with paikias :6

They 霸占 the court again.

They call their gang over 10 people come leh, want challenge us to bball.

We only like 8 peepo. >:O

Crap. We zao lor...

Nevermind, still found a nice place to play bball.

But too bad):, i never wear sportshoe again, ended up slacking with yx.

4.30pm went home with blisters and cuts.

BUT TODAY VERY FUN.

I don't mind the pain, at least i enjoyed (:

;d OOHLALA Ooh no

2010-09-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

I look forward to tomorrow heehee :D

My cool friend thought of an idea to balance both work and play time (:

(L) morning study>afternoon basketball

Healthy living (:

so stupid.

But sianz, but girls only me and yx. All my jiemei pangseh.

HELP~!

Pathetic D:

Nevermind, time to socialize heehee.

Anyway we are only left with a few months before we part.

Must treasure our time together._.

we rock(:

胡说！

2010-09-04T03:23:00.000-07:00

Llamas are cute, they always are.

Cute in their nerdness (:

Can you bear to see them extinct? Miss Chong says they are going to be...

Due to the selfishness of mankind D:

Save mother earth, save llamas, and save yourselves.

YTD:

Lance was being lame again, he abit siao ready.

keep saying 胡说 in a damn agitated way -.-"

TDY.

Im bored :/

This week.

(Thursday and Friday)

Who want play basketball?

Who want go shopping with me?

Who want go jogging?

Who want go cycling?

Who want go out?

Who want study?

Tell me(:

TSK. Really looking forward to dec hols^^ 期待-ing

You're everything i could ever ask for

2010-08-30T07:43:00.000-07:00

I know i don't deserve it and never will. You're too good to be true.

I want you so badly, like a child wanting her mum.

Yet, you'll never be there, at least, not for me.

But i'll still hold on to the hope,

that was never there to begin with...

YES THIS IS AWESOME MUCH MAN! HEEHEE(: I going back RSS tomorrow. Meet miss lee, mrs tng, and mrs khoo and mdm lu, LOL. I actually remembered their names! Yay, my memory is improving with age. Today i skipped lunch and dinner, i also don't know how i managed to skip them but my tummy is growling now): I should go and eat. OH NO! I haven't done the cards for my beloved laoshi's yet! Nevermind, i tell you something weird. I think mice are cute, provided that they are healthy and clean. I like those type of cartoon mice, buck teeth, teeny weeny nose, and nice nice tail. Kawaii~! AHA, im so lame. D: Tomorrow aces day workout, i think that's the worst form of sports ever. EVER! Imagine doing the squat, squat, FLUSH! thing, it's like the exact thing you do when you shit. Why they so gross one? 我对他们太失望了！WHY, WHY? HAHA. I better stop blogging before i become lamer, BYE! (: OH AND, i got a mini heart-attack today when i logged on to facebook, my notifications were spammed again:O

2EP CONCERT ON 260810

2010-08-26T01:26:00.000-07:00

HEY.

We are again very awesome today! HAHA.

I woke up at 4am sweating cold sweat mygosh. Take temperature

*shocks*

FEVER COME BACK AGAIN! OMG. 37.7degrees :O

Hesitating whether to go to school, then decided to go cause i miss my friends.

Be honoured, i came back for you. HEEHEEHEE

Went to school got venetia's vampire face white white, lips pale and purple gross.

EPS, the Campbell soup was funny ttm.

.___.

After bio lesson i was super high ready heehee cause

i saw mr ek's funny reaction i laugh until siao.

Apparently, everyone in class was sick and coughing throughout the lesson.

Mr Ek scared tio virus, then the whole lesson was like scared stiff,

i know he want to 逃跑 but too bad la, cannot (:

Then he decided to plead with us to stop coughing. HAHAHAHA!!!

Recess, received a velly jelly funny message.

EDS HOMEWORK.

STALK A PERSON.

FOR 30mins.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Maths test was so cool :D

I think i did well for the first time this year(: God bless me so i can score full marks.

Thank you Lord. (:

During the maths test, i was eating my homec meal and writing at the same time, pro pro pro.

Remedial that time, mr Faizal was also acting like mr Ek, both so timid and 胆小!

Aiyo, like that how to find girlfriend :P Must have courage you know [;

I loling the whole day, then realized my fever gone ready.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Moral: Laughter is the best remedy! (not for stomachaches)

I really really hate some people who are so thick skinned, and extra, i know your butt very big, but don't need butt into my business, stop popping out of nowhere, who the fuck wants to talk to you, i do not, why you so extra come butt inside my convo with my friend. No wonder everyone hates you. I tried to talk to you as i pitied you, but apparently, people like you don't deserve any sympathy, hey, it was my mistake, to socialize with you.

Times when you're lost for words and your tongue is tied.

Things you would never dream of became reality.

But the worst thing is that,

we don't know how to take the next step.

And we silently watch as the dream fades away.

And never comes back.

You love me?

Yes i do.

Oh.

>:O cough cough

2010-08-25T01:21:00.000-07:00

If you got cough, or fever, don't act cool and come to school. Take MC okay?!

Some really very considerate people from 2ep come to school and spread the virus to me. WTF.

Everyday got people in class cough, then the virus pass from you to you, and etc. and OMG to me!

And the worst thing, i realized that my cough was not from the MCFLURRY.

Besides, now, i cough, cough and cough you know. HMPH :(

The best thing is that YAY i don't have to go school on this boring day where

faizal and lance come together as one to destroy your day!

&& i've got more time to do home econs(: *winks*

(regardless, i don't think im able to finish it by tomorrow)

:O There's maths test on FRIDAY. Hopefully ms Tan also caught the virus [: Im so evil.

Too much on my mind

2010-08-24T04:32:00.000-07:00

Im not posting everyday cause it's lame.

I found out that im a caregiver aka provider aka helper! Thanks Jasmine:D Means im super sensitive to others, emotional, sympathetic, self-conscious. I need to be loved, and in return, i super love people. I like crowds, cause they are so much fun you know. But i can be crushed by your bad comments. So famous quoting from miss chua "If you have nothing constructive to say, don't say!" YAY, ms chua understands me! Im very friendly, and can entertain you all day. (close friends only duh!) Although im like super quiet, i am actually very happy cause i don't want to be attention seeker in class. HA! I like to go out on adventures, i trust my intuition too much at times. And im a perfectionist, i want the best for everyone. I judge people but i don't hold grudges. I want everyone to be happy, and i'll be contented. I mean it. Im not perfect, but who can't change the fact that no one is.

To a certain someone i judged wrongly
I really don't believe what others say, i don't want to try and judge you just by some comments we don't know whether it's fake or real. But suddenly, i think i don't really know you anymore, so it was all an act? Or was it? The person i know and the gossip i heard, they don't seem to match. I can't believe you'd do all that, but sometimes i can't help but suspect you. This type of thing, no one would be able to turn a blind eye to it, you're ruining the lives of others. That's so not cool at all. Stop being so gross, you make me feel stupid to have thought you as someone you weren't. I should never have trusted anyone, not after that time. If it was just a lie, oh fuck you man, don't joke around this type of things. I know you want to show-off but i really don't understand why people are so immature. For goodness sake, please open your eyes. It's gross D:

I feel really sick, i got cough and i think i got cold. I am super dizzy now, after like being in the outdoors for 3h, then my body was heated up by stupid ultraviolet rays. HMPH! You make me black one more time, i going to use sunblock everytime i leave the house! Then when i came back i threw cold water over my head, COLD. not warm. And now, im so 轻飘飘. GOsh, i going fall sick. Then still need do Homeecons somemore, URGH!

Today was a mistake, right from the beginning

2010-08-06T01:35:00.000-07:00

Tsk, haix, so disapointed.

I was super looking forward to today until i cannot sleep last night.

My mum scolded and nag at me ytd till today, but nevermind, as long as i had fun today.

But reality isn't really sweet.

Today, became the worse day of my life, until i had to cry in public.

Hey, i am not emo.

But, my friends made me really disappointed in them, 我看错人了。

I rushed to Fengshan cc, cause i only got limited time to play...

My mum restricted me from going out today, therefore i lied to her my school end at normal time.

Then she allowed me to go out.

...

I should have listened to her.

Today went out to play in the hot sun, within 30mins, i felt like puking.

Never tell anyone, don't feel like either.

My shoe was frictionless, i can't break at all.

I can't walk barefooted either, the ground so hot.

Someone told me to shut up when i was just about to have fun.

I couldn't care less from that point onwards.

I don't even bother to play anymore. WOW.

Who are you to tell me stfu. Get a life.

Person 2. You only cared about winning, even though the game was like so unfair.

Where is your sportsmanship.

I saw your true colours today.

...

Breakdown cry.

Today sucks, and i finally understood yanxuan's disappointed feelings.

YUP. i don't treat you as a friend anymore.

I guess i won't play bball with people who insult me anymore.

but i won't stop playing my dream.

WANG WEI IMY

2010-07-12T03:21:00.000-07:00

SUAY TTM D:

I tio scolding from that stupid LL wtf. He see me sibei paikia look on the first day of 2nd semester then everytime pick on me, && for goodness sake! You tell people those shit crap 人生道理, then you judge people based on their looks. You are a chinese teacher yet you don't practise what you preach, i wonder how you even manage to graduate. Crap//

OPEN YOUR EYES.

That banana also say those vulgarities, why you never scold him, only give him GENTLE REMINDER then you come and talk crap with me. Im starting to doubt your gender? Are you even a man, you certainly don't act like one. And yes, other classes hate you to the core, they think you're a PERVERT and you don't even know it. Please update yourself before you update others.

URGH!

He totally ruined my day, just when i was very damn high. Dampen my spirits >:C I very angry with him.

second chances ain't aplenty

2010-06-08T04:26:00.000-07:00

10am Project@tampines regional library, they very noisy, i keep saying SHHHHH! Then librarian also say SHHHH X3, then last resort say" if you continue being this loud, im sorry but i'll have to ask you to leave." I was LOLing at them :P

1pm Macs

2pm Shrek Forever After 3D, Puss In Boots is NOT cute, he so fat! The skinnier one nicer :)

4.20 Run to library, kind soul picked up my lost phone & return to me. (L) TYVM!

4.35pm MRT Pasir Ris, want go cycling. Zhiqi, her bro and Jasmine pangseh, now left with me, yanxuan, winnie and venetia only T_T.

When i was like about to enter the train, venetia step on my slipper and the strap broke, then it was left on the station, i was like OMG, the door going to close ready!!! No choice, i picked up the slipper & throw the whole thing into the train -.- so embarrassing. Everyone in the carriage was LOLing at me.

4.30pm White Sands, i nearly fell on the escalator, thanks to the slipper hmph! Winnie still laugh. Waseh, all the cheekens. Yay, venetia bought a new cheapskate slipper for me, but still sucks :O

4.40pm Cupwalker, bubbletea & winnie pangseh.

5pm Arcade, did nothing anyhow walk. OMG got people stalk me. I SO SCARED.

5.20pm MRT home.

D'world revolves 'round your heart

2010-06-06T00:38:00.000-07:00

Going church at 7 later// my mum is so naggy. I feel damn 委屈 cause im like a mute. I lost my voice T_T

When peepo accuse me of something, i can't defend myself, i just look at them like i wanna cry cause im so angry >:O

Then they think that i feel remorseful for what i DID NOT do. HMPH!

I can't wait to get back my voice and holler at them, just you wait, now i shall BEAR WITH IT.

(L)

Thursday Mathsday PW presentation// Yanxuan, Nadine, Heidi, Vanessa

Finally over :D but i think we didn't do well at all. NVM. Had fun nevertheless.

3pm@MPCC basketball // Venetia, Stephanie, Yanxuan, Elizabeth, twoothersfromDHS

We gone crazy again, scream like shit hahaha. I wont forget what they forced me to do -.-" during TRUE OR DARE.

Make me sibei paiseh infront of the strangers in the other half-court. I still remember. I'll never choose DARE again.

Friday went out with clique go orchard// Lynnett, Vanessa, Ying Tze

11am@orchard cineleisure Kbox. We are so noisy, keep disturbing the staff working there LOL.

&& our voice keep breaking :D

Wonder how i lost my voice? 2pm, ate yogurt. AHHHH~ i forgot i wasnt supposed to eat it. Great, bye voice.

I ready had flu and wasn't supposed to eat cold stuff. Why on earth did i forget.

3pm@313somerset, forever21/cotton on/mango/charles and keith. Some peepo just don't know how to shop.

5pm@home. My mum banned me from com, cause i didn't listen to her and ate cold stuff. OI!

I LOVE MY BFF (L)

I like the peas.

YingTze and me duel, YAY LOL

Act cute, i like.

Kbye :S

NOTHING YELLOW LOOKING FOR LUCK

2010-05-31T02:46:00.000-07:00

:D HEYHEYHEY HELLO!

Went bugis today with vanessa heidi nadine yanxuan finish PW.

Eh! So fun larh, except for the part where they made me walk from one end of the train to the other, HMPH!

Ohohoh!

The TISSUE AUNTIE! She added colour to my bright yellow day!

She banged direct into me-.- Eh can't you see me? Im wearing yellow!

*open the bag* then *throw tissue into my bag*

小姐好心点，帮auntie买tissue, 卖完这一包我就可以回家了！

Then nadine say, auntie这里不可以卖tissue的.

Then she was like, pleading with us 我知道，我知道.

We all buy then faster zao. So funny! She so automatic put tissue into my bag and ask for money.

HAHAHAHAHA :D

I saw someone from cchms, then i laughed cause like the world is so small, nadine & heidi also saw.

Then yanxuan and van see me laugh, they also laugh -.-" I ask them, why they laugh? They say dunno!

LOL.

Went pastamania, slack until 11/12? Nadine make me heartbroken cause of her RUMOURS.

Then we cheeken out of there.

Walkwalkwalk. OMG saw some more cchms peepo, yay i so high. My wound healed le.

Went arcade, comics collection, i promise to go bugis again when im loaded.

Macs for lunch, shun bian do PW. We laughed like siao inside.

Today's my lucky day:D

I am so spot-on^^ i say maybe the tissue aunty come and do 2nd shift.

Then nadine point outside.

OMG she really there. YAY i missed her! I and Van stalk her, then caught her selling tissues to other peepo.

Heehee.

Shopp. YingTze must love us. We walked like four shops then finally bought her birthday present.

Yay, going to give her a surprise. Nao, i think must buy Van gift too, i very poorthing no $$ ready.

At least, i'll get my gift too!

MRT home, Nadine Ng Xun Yun=Nothing yellow looking for luck ROFLMAO

So retarded her chinese name. But very cool ha! Yay we live in the same district. That's awesome!

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it

2010-05-25T04:04:00.000-07:00

Since light travels faster than sound

Since light travels faster than sound, people appear bright until you hear them speak.

So much for my happy ending

2010-05-20T23:53:00.000-07:00

Don't get your hopes too high, cause they would be shattered.

I was sibei goonniang during the first 2 matches at netball court. I think i suck. Im sorry but i didn't even get an attempt to score cause i thought that it didn't matter. I was like running w/o even trying to steal their ball. I didn't even play rough until BN's match and i realised how stupid i was to slack in the previous 2 matches. It's like we wasted the guys' efforts in trying to help us. Shit, i feel damn fucked up. Especially those scenes that keep reenacting in my mind--

1. Zhuang Yuan getting crushed by -.-

2. Meng Yue's knees injured & he still continued playing.

3. Manfred's leg that swelled.

4. Girl's tears.

Hey, i know that most of us cry, me too, cause i felt that

-i didn't gave my best shot

-let everyone down

-wasted their efforts

-i saw their injuries and like super regretted not playing properly.

FML. that dead silence amongst our class during the YOG talk just made me cry again.

We wasted one year-2009, we didn't treasure our time, and now, it's going to be over.

I keep letting everyone down.

when the going gets tough, it makes us stronger, more than you

2010-05-18T15:49:00.001-07:00

h i s t o r y f i e l d t r i p

What kind of facilitator is this?

HELLO RAZIQ.

You forgot about me leh!

Still eat our food somemore.

HAHA. Pig.

i slept in the bus.

Zzz snores.

WORK SUPERDUPERFUBERUBER HARD FOR INTERCLASS

I HOPE OTHERS DON'T PLAY DIRTY

I KNOW THEY WILL >C

NO, I KNOW WHO WILL. HMPH!

SOCCER/NETBALL MUST GET FIRST!

BASKETBALL ALSO CANNOT LOSE. teehee:D

YAY LET'S ADD OIL TGT!

cos i want a beautiful ending

to the start of my sweet days

-granted-

i want it all, i want it now :D

2010-05-17T02:27:00.000-07:00

I have decided to dye/highlight my hair during the hols. What colour?

I want to perm it but it's not long enough. Grow faster, dear hair.

Sad sobs, i don't have nice hair like that ): I WANT IT! I think the colour also very nice.

If i dye my hair, i going out everyday to showoff so it won't be wasted :D

Im an idiot.

I know it's advertising the bag, but I LIKE THE HAIR.

I want go kbox YingTze better organize it hors!

I want go esplanade for the sake of the 美景! (im so lame, i know it)

I want go shop at vivo and orchard! cos i want my knee-length BOOTS!

I love forever21 shoes (: Always so nice.

SO CHIO.

I want my sunglasses HEY!

even though it looks abit opiang from this angle.

YESH! anticipating tomorrow like omgosh! We gonna train for basketball interclass again!

That means we can do siao stuff again :D Im high now ^^

HAHAHA, i know our first match is against DL (wth!?) but who cares. Hmph!

We must try our bestbest okay? Lose also cannot be trashed until kanasai like that.

Anyway, who say we will lose? We got trump card also HAHAHAHA (: Jiayous.

WE ARE AWESUMEXZC

2010-05-14T03:40:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU.

THURSDAY

Our exams jusxt ended you know? Im so high :D So cool.

Thursday mathspaper2 was easy ttm for majority.

Went out with friends, quarrel and resolved ^^ We're a lame bunch :D

CHOCOLATE FONDUE (L) haha! we ordered 2 fondues and my beer!

Bought a surprise :X too, heeheehee

Others went home ard 6 and pangseh me, but nvm.

Went to street with yanxuan buy my wallets lol so cheapskate...

Everyone says so goonniang but, i don't really care (: i think it's quite nice.

&& quite shuai, not like you venetia.

I would like very much to thank the businessman who took our grppix, THANKYOU!

He volunteered somemore, hope you prosper in your business and get a wife soon.

FRIDAY

I LOVE CCHMS TEACHERS

THEYRE SO KIND,

THEY LET US OFF!

Mathsday in morning, i, yanxuan, manfred come wrong shift lol.

BLUR SOTONGS.

Afterschool hours, went with stephanie, vernice, venetia, yanxuan go PP eat.

Before that went her hse, and two scaredy cats got traumatized by her cute dog.

HAHA, stephanie was carrying the bball & Venetia acting cool by wearing her tie on her PE shirt.

korean cuisine is like superuber lots of meat and ex. -.-

chocolate ice pop looks like totally like shit but damn nice :/

Went bball court below yanxuan's house play bball.

YAY they came back aft 15mins.

Jia En, Weiling, Debbie also arrived :D HELLO!

Play, shoot, match, invent dance, sing, scream, gossip(haha she flirting), act cool, imitate peepo.

(especially wangwei and honghong)

WHY YOU CALL ME HONGHONG HUH JIAEN? AHHH!

I was screaming the most, we very lucky the residents never complain phew!

Boys never come but who cares :D Hmph!

See venetia, i play bball also quite pro right? Not goon niang OK?

Jasmine Jing and newbie Rosanne(or wdv) lost, i & yx spent 30mins findin em. :[

Then everyone play match again. We won duh :D

YAY charlene and 5friends also come le with a xiaodidi!

She looks so much like Dawn, the liangning(?) izzit?

Match, and i sprained my ankle URGH!

So stopped the match and decided to go home.

So everyone go home. My ankle recovered on the way back home (:

Buhbye everyone, we are so much more bonded today.

I love you bellybelly much, we rock!

Work hard for interclass^^ Jiayous(: We can do it!

(L)

- ^ -

2010-04-30T02:38:00.000-07:00

I LIKE SINGAPORE!!! CCCCCCCCCCCCC:

MiSSED 2 TRAINS YOU KNOW!!! DDDDDDDDDDDD:

I v v angry.

ENGL:SH = AHHH~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I suddenly feel happy ^^

After exam must go eat ice-cream hor

paikiapigpoohgreenteadingdongbellguaikiasinger

Must enthu in the cakefight hor

*****Must buy my wallet v important. LOL

Im so weird and random. ]:P

^^

2010-04-26T04:46:00.000-07:00

YAY:D Good luck everyone for MYE :0 Jiayous...
Mum is noisy shit. :/ [random]
Motivation--> INTERCLASS ^^ HAHAHAHAHA
I think everyone very excited (:

reunion

2010-04-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

I love you, i treasure all of you.

Goodbye Grandpa

2010-04-09T00:06:00.000-07:00

Haixx...

I know that MYE is nearing. Each day passed is a day wasted. I haven't been working hard lately. I dunnoe why ): My brain is like switched off, maybe influenced by Jasmine. I NEED TO STUDY, so stop giving me bad influence. Can't go to school for the next four days, missing lots of lessons. Im stressed and really freaking out. But i still have that slackishness inside of me.

Grandpa...

I know you are in heaven now. I miss you.

In the past, i never really got to know you. Maybe because you were partially deaf.

Or because i was abit anti-social.

But i noticed that everyone ignores you. I don't know why, but i pity you.

So now, i jusxt want to say this, it's weird but you should know it---

Thank you, for those happy times.

Thanks for Daddy.

Thanks for all those presents and things and hongbaos and everything.

Thanks for all the fun. It was awesome, having you around. Now that you're gone, i feel kinda empty.

I guess it's normal. But anyway, I love you.

God bless you.

One day, when i grow old, i believe i'll meet you again in heaven. And we'll be happy forever.

I saw how everyone cried yesterday. It saddens my heart.

Aunty Lucy, Aunty Violet, Uncle Charles, my big bro, they were all so strong people.

I'd hardly, almost close to never seen them shed a tear.

Yesterday, it broke my heart.

To see them cry.

What kind of teacher are you?

2010-04-01T04:02:00.001-07:00

YOU DON'T LISTEN

Change your attitude towards everything that revolves around your life.

I don't like the way you handle your stuff, it's annoying.

Put aside your pride for once and admit your mistake. There's no shame in doing so.

Stop penalizing us for every mistake that you offended coz' it's your fault to begin with and end with.

So don't pin the blame on us.

Please speak with proper chinese and stop slanging or mix it with whatsoever singlish or hokkien.

We are having higher mother tongue for goodness sake!

When you pronounce the word wrongly, just apologize! Stop saying that it was deliberate, cos' we know it ain't.

Open your eyes wide and look properly before you wrongly accuse the innocent ones.

Listen to us before you start judging us.

Stop making those hand signs that appear to be cursing us.

Stop criticizing others and all other races or countries, what comes around goes around.

风水轮流转

You have the guts to teach us that and you don't practice it yourself!

You as a Singaporean can't even pronounce the word properly and you dare to point the finger at them?

We can understand what our friends from China is saying but we can't make out a word you'd say.

What kind of person are you?

YOU. Racist teacher, who has too much pride ought to CHANGE!

You say we're timid and have no human compassion.

You're no better yourself! The pot calling the kettle black.

Besides who was the real coward?

You, obviously.

You, who killed the grasshopper ruthlessly and don't even want to catch it with your bare hands.

You've got no right to criticize us.

You, keep threatening us with the principal.

You, warn us about complaining to other teachers.

Afterall, you are just a plain, timid coward who is afraid of being sacked.

The amount of pension that you get for being a relief teacher is sufficient to last you your entire life. Stop bugging us and just QUIT.

We don't need you, who treats us as useless trash.

FAREWELL

2010-03-24T03:00:00.000-07:00

Buhbyes (|0|)

I have to buck up of Midyear, honestly, CA1 results are crap. This time, really got determination to quit blogging and not to touch com again unless necessary. If i score with flying colours during the Midyears, i'll go online again. Pray for me to do well :^) && the motivation comes from you, thanks :D Because, i feel inferior as compared, therefore, i'll work hard. Especially towards my dreams. Today's the final post, i promise.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUA TING AND DAWN!!!

BE HAPPY ALWAYS ^^

D&T-- teacher don't let me use gears cause, it's like not logical. I only wanted to say that, im damn disappointed. Hey, i had put in lots of

effort in coming out with the design okay? Anyway, he accepted the new design. Which was his idea entirely. Im not accepting it. Not like this. So, i'll come out with a new AUTHENTIC idea okay? I hope he'll let me make it. I jusxt always want to be original.

HCL--i so fucking dislike that damned spastic teacher. He was the reason that i had to use swear words. He is extremely racist. He criticised all kinds of races )))))): How can you be so insensitive? They're also humans. He practically picks on the china people in class. What kind of teacher is he? Everything was his fault to begin with, yet, he pinned the blame on us. He also refuses to admit his mistakes and jusxt carries on his nonsensical talk. WTH? He criticised china, indians, malays, Banglah, japanese, caucasians, even the black ones, short people and so on. 7:^| You got no rights okay? Got back chinese paper, 64. Low. Tried to hold back, but tears fell eventually. That's jusxt how weak i am.

PE----Chose one stupid game. Sounds like some kind of ancient soccer stuff. No running, no fun. D:

R&W--Miss Chua was shocked when i complained about chinese teacher, she said that was the first time she saw me so enthu in class. After me, the complaints increased in number. Suddenly felt quite bad that i had said that our ex-teacher was sucky. He was afterall, rather thoughtful. Later, my group sabo-ed me to act. -pissed-

MA----Really paid attention for the very first time this year :D Quite a feat for a slacker like me :P Finished my work on time and did the given tasks properly. Im so guai now. I aspire to be a guaikia LOL.

No luhhs, jusxt kidding, no matter how smart i wanna become, i'll still be the same old gong-gong paikia 0.0 cause, that's me.

Afterschool. When the whole class gone, kherliang winson and zhuang yuan started fighting and videotaping. I LOL. counsellor also liddat ars. Tsk tsk tsk. Funny man^^ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

WHOOHOO I LEARNT HOW TO WRITE UPSIDEDOWN

2010-03-18T03:09:00.000-07:00

I learnt how to write upside down on facebook :P Loser

9+ meet Lynn at bedok interchange, SORRY hors, im 出名 for being late. (izzit spelled liddat?) Boarded 196 to 3 stops before Tao Nan school. And whose fault was it? ^u^ Make me walk longlong then decided to take another bus ): She paid for my fare :D Reached Tao Nan school, walked longlong go eastcoastpark. Rent bike, cycled, i lead, she tortise. Scared of sunburning my face again, so kept looking downwards -.- nearly rammed into people. Buy drink, rest and disiao each other. On our way back, one stupid man tried to race us. He noob luhhs, overtake one time lose not enough, did another time and failed again, as if not paiseh la, then he decided to stop :P NOOB. I don't understand why people keep trying to race us. >:( Another stupid paikia race us again but still lose. You go home and train before you race us, you think you who? You think you pro ars? Ate, returned bike, go bowling at Safra. I bowl until ]: gutter & gutter. But got strike la. Lynn pro ): Rain-rain-rain, cannot go Vanessa's house, cannot play volleyball i so sad :C Missed three buses, i tried to chase one but the stupid bus-driver blind one!!! Drenched ttm, finally boarded 15 :D On my way home, i nearly suffocated to death, it's true! The rain was so heavy, i couldn't breathe. Run back, clothes drenched, umbrella spoilt, catching my breath and ear blocked. whattheheck? Taday was average :|

L o o k i n g f o r w a r d t o n e x t m o n d a y . M a y b e i ' l l b e a b l e t o g e t w h a t i w a n t ♥ P l e a s e g i v e i t t o m e.

:D

2010-03-16T23:00:00.001-07:00

IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY,

BECAUSE THE WAR BETWEEN THE AHEM ARE OVER!!!

LET'S BOND OKAY :DDD

YAY and YAY and YAY.

This is my second post today, cause the first one was so emo, i don't like (:

Ytd, went out with clique no. 2. MRT go to Bugis Junction// Buy movie tickets to Alice in Wonderland 3D. (i think the main character very ugly) stupid paikia's infront were laughing like no one's business F. Went to iforgotwhatwasthestreetsname and bought a black & white checkered bag, like Jia Tong's one, but i not copycat hors, jusxt found it nicer than others. Material not nice, like tablecloth)): Shouldn't have bought it so early, could have gone to zinc see see first. D: Nevermind, i'll still use it ^^ At least better than my converse bag -.- Went to MRT station saw ZhiQi and her lil' brother off, walked to arcade with Winnie and Jasmine. Played street bball, yay got improve:D but i still think veri lan, 350++ and played the... i forgot. Nevermind, stupid arcade cheated us of 6coins :O Byebye:D

scary

2010-03-16T20:19:00.000-07:00

>:O Im so prone to darkness ): Why? I wish my heart was numb, at least i wouldn't feel loss...

Insomnia again last night, the same threatening feeling again D: Scared to death, serious.

I was imagining things again )): I was in deep thoughts, more likely but they ain't those kind that you want to think about.

My mind isn't like a normal humans' trust me. Because you won't have psychological problems at the age of five. I do.

Im not mad though. Cause, it's something so similar to depression.

When fear overrules your heart and misery sinks inside, can you take it? I was scared stiff.

I don't know why i think of thoughts that i don't wanna think about. They jusxt appear out of nowhere and stay there.

I don't like that wrenching feeling, when the sun falls and you're afraid that something might happen.

I had seen a doctor when i was five, she said im normal, but i have an over-imaginative mind, it was fine for kids.

Am i still a kid now? That fear nearly made me bonkers once, but i don't even know what im afraid of. My thoughts?

No. There's something greater than that. You know something? Im so angry.

Im trying so hard to live a normal person's life, everyone is so lucky to even be average.

Why can't they realise the fact that they're so privileged? You think it's very stylo to take your life? Or cut your wrist?

Or even to donate blood just to threaten others by pouring it on their doorstep.

You don't know how hard people are trying just to stay alive and be normal, jusxt like you.

With all that blood, you could've created numerous miracles. And yet, you're there, wasting your own life.

I wished all my life, that i could be carefree and normal. At least the world's still a nice place to live in.

Im an optimistic person so i must be cheerful :D

Relax^^

2010-03-11T23:28:00.000-08:00

YAY:D

Finally common tests came to an end. I feel fabulous ^^

vvv relieved, finally can have some rest. I hate my stupid sleeping routine during idiotic exams >:o

Sleep at 2, wake up at 4 everyday for five days ): Stupid right? Im a stupid study maniac.

Taday can finally early and wake up late! :P

Everyday for four days i see a flirt *ahem*isabella*ahem* infront-infront of me flirting with Anthony && Meng Yue urgh...

Gross gross scenes D: Thatx why i sit there so quiet because she so noisy. If i talk somemore, will have noise pollution. Im not anti-social okay??

Today? OH. Friday, i see.

Got alot of jokers in class lol. So funny HAHAHAHAHAHA

I LOVE AUNT JESSICA & TROLLEY \m/

They gave me lots of nicenicenice shoes and clothes!!!

I LOVE YOU TTM

Oh yeah oh yeah. I think he is so unique and sweet ^^ I like him damn damn lots. I divorce Mr Ong already, so he is my new lover. Ps, i don't like anyone from GR btw.

o\/o muacks

2010-03-01T02:51:00.000-08:00

MRS ONG SAYS,"

WHY IS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT? WHY DO I ALWAYS SHOULDER THE BLAME? WHY MUST YOU BE SO BIASED?"

Im so pissed of with my mum, she never get her facts right? She hollers at me like every 3-4days.

Oh please, i and my pitiful ears need a break. You know right, once she starts yelling, the whole block can hear her. And i am EXTREMELY angry, so i rebel. I don't go to the lame habbo game for fun luhhs, you know that i have a reason but you jusxt refuse to believe me. What kinda of mum are you? I already told you about my CNA project, why are you always the one hindering me from achieving anything? WHY? I know my limits, but you're treating me like a kid. Do you respect my rights? NO. Should i treat you with sincerity then? No. Why are you becoming like him? Always so unreasonable, two-faced chameleon, i hate this type of people. Stop being like that. DDDDDDD:

Whatever it is, i had a great time at Telok Kurau Primary School yeah && most importantly,

I LOVE MR ONG & SHANG RU ILY4eva

FUCK THE JIBAI QUESTION NO.8

2010-02-19T20:17:00.000-08:00

CHEEBAI i know the answer is C. FUCK.

x=5cm and y=4cm

Bloody... I pressed A.

WTH IS WRONG WITH ME ):

Wahliao, now i get 90% luhhs/ D:

i hate myself.

Im gonna study damn hard
now, for exams.
Geog confirm
fail.
Bio,
uncontented.
Maths,
uncontented.
Maths UBD, wtf.

Happily annoyed

2010-02-18T23:04:00.000-08:00

YAY:D

i learnt a new word called- CHIBABOOMZ (jibaiboomz)

Cross country race 190210

Ecstatic.

3.5km somehow can't be compared to 2.4km, im wierd.

1st-Hua Ting

2nd-Winnie

3rd-Alethea :>

Haha, happy luhhs duh.

Went cycling later with stitches(?) Ohh, pain man. Im a paingirl. [:

Anyways, taught Winnie how to cycle, but to no avail ): Whatever//

...

Why? Everytime the guy i like as friend (S), everywhere around him also got girls flirting with him like bitches.

WHY? WHY? WHY?

Even the zhiqi and RY also say he good!! ARGH, so fed up .__.

And WHY? The guys i don't like are always the ones who like me fuck.

I always wished that it was the other way round. =X

Why am i talking about crap in the first place?

I shouldn't like ANYONE at all !! -.-"

新年快乐，万事如意

2010-02-13T23:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR O=

Im gonna be a guaikia and study hard for sectwo streaming :> Wish me luck^^

Anyone wants to buy Chung Cheng lake bazaar coupons??

Only 20 tickets for sale!! [!].[!] No time to waste hor, faster buy!!

&& buy from me only =/

Birthdays are nonsensical-nonsense that we can't miss out

2010-02-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah, i lurve taday^^

So many things for me to scream about.

ii heartsx mschua more and more.

SHE CHANGED MY SEATS!!!

Im so glad, finally no more torture [:

It's some three peepo's birthday yay!!

Chinese teacher go and pose for me after school to take pics

roflmao^^

After last period D&T, went to collect the yummyyummy cake//

Winnie very touched:D

Went back to classroom to celebrate :/

Saw miss Kwek she gave us cookies, so good(L)

There was Winnie, Yan Xuan, Jing Jing, Jasmine, me

and one fucking thickskined ostracised ass trying to wiggle her way into our clique.

Chon Wey, Kher Liang, Winson, Dalton, Cheng Jun, Zhuang Yuan stay back also for cca barhs.

Thden thden halfway found out that got no fire to lit the candles-.-||

OMG haha

Chon Wey suggested the ridiculous idea of rubbing two stones together to start a fire.

I was like, " Why don't you try it?" in a sarcastic way, trying to laugh.

Thden somehow, all of 'em disappeared.

Chon Wey say they go find two stones and they really left.

I was rofl.

We really thought thatt they went to find stones LOL.

Decided to wait for 'em before cutting lor cause they so kind haha.

Came back with lighter after 10minutes,

SO AWESOME man, they ran to miss Tan and asked her for lighter.

Whoa, we so touched.

Started celebrating, they candles won't stick into the cake and they broke. :O

Anw, celebrated, only to find thatt the lighter was spoilt OK?

Too lazy to ask for another one, so jusxt went straight to the songs(:

Some unwanted people came and sang songs for her,

i think their main reason was to attract attention suckers.

CUT THE CAKE WHOOHOO =)

Gave presents^^

Ate halfway and suddenly became too restless.

Started a unstoppable cakefight.

THANKS JING JING!

For starting the omg so fun game.

We were throwing cakes at each other and rubbing cream on other people.

HAHAHAHHAHA they so scared of us they tried throw cake at me but attempts failed!

I scream and run along the classrooms like mad with idiots chasing me.

Later Yan Xuan was the most pitiful one, everywhere got chocolate gateau stain.

Haha, after thatt went to find winnie's juniors from 1IT,

forced 'em to eat the cake.

In the end, i spilled the cake on myself and skirt.

Laughing stock of the day even when i went to ahem-ahem also got people comment on my clothes.

Finally washed up and started eating marshmallows.

Thden i start marshmallow fight :D i dunno why.

"BOING---bounce off" LOL

Yay after that cleared up and went to cca's.

I bought it, im so sweet.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY PEEPOS^^

Winnie, Yan Xuan and Vernice,

congratz, u're all one year older da jie.

OMG, soon you'll turn into old woman!

LOL hahahahahaha jusxt kidding:P

Thanks to the following people vv much(L)

Winnie waiting for the guys to come back.

Shocked by the cake:O

Act dumb look.

Tom Chan (?) he named it himself.

I dont have any idea of what rubbish he was uttering.

Michael Chan(?)

Anthony Chan(?)

Wash the hands in synchronisation. tsktsk

Attempting to use plastic knife as substitute for plate.

Birthday girls.

Yummy tiny chocolates.

Haha, winnie rubbing cake on herself during cakefight.

Yan Xuan's hand and clothes are a goner.

cantgetthesmileouttamyface

2010-02-03T04:35:00.000-08:00

I like taday(L) So fun and hilarious but i cried in class.

Morning, dad fetched, 小强attack!

I got no place to hide in the car and my dad refuses to stop, make me scream all the way to cchms.

Flag-raising

The newbie cheena guy Meng Yue kena caught stand at yellow line.

Miss Chua show me alot of grace, she so kind, give me second chance:D ILOVEYOU.

English Public Speaking

Unglamness, made people roflmao. Birdie flew into my window and stucked there, i screamed until... Then run like chicken to the door. I think the guys were laughing behind my back :P I shan't be bothered. I dont know why taday got so much energy and so high!

I got super good for javalin:D and average for discus): I know i had done so much better during the warm-up rounds. I was damn upset but wth i cant stop smiling.

Recess

I shouted a random statement and made everyone laugh. -.-" stupid. Saw cheena guy's new haircut! I was the second one^^ Keep LOL. (: The whole class and ms sarah was HAHAHA.

Calligraphy

I cried, broke down but i cant get myself to feel sad for 10mins. I became high again :O See i siao in the mind already, disiao winnie, jasmine and jing jing. Den stained our hands with the 墨 and Seee i so cool. Seee my cool cool hand! Den we annoy each other haha. I dirtied my clothes again. ): but still very fun:D

Afterschool

I danced, hopped, screamed, doodle on whiteboard, run in class. My first day in 2010 i stay back for new cca(sucks). Winnie and i ate in class, we wrote MLIA on whiteboard. I think dalton and kher liang were laughing ttm and zhuang yuan was superduperuberfuber engrossed in it. Winnie pour gross liquid on me and i gg wipe against the damn door and i jusxt realised the CCTV took it all down. She roflmao. Then, all pang seh me, i go find Vanessa. She flirting with KaiYi in 1DL lol and also pang seh me, left me to go alone to the stupid cca. Winson, Dalton, Kher Liang and Zhuang Yuan go disturb me, omg. So i go disturb her, then Ding Xiang come and nag at her with all the exaggerated actions. LOL. So i went to cca and thats all. sucking cca. But taday so fun:D

My Life Is Average^^

2010-01-26T02:30:00.001-08:00

I don't know what we were doing in class today LOL. Anyway, we came up with a masterpiece. (L) Random scribbles-my life is average :D

Some randomness

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Today, I discovered that the MLIA page looks so average and like any page I could be on while doing work or studying, that when my parents look at my computer to make sure I'm doing homework, I don't even have to minimize the screen. They just automatically assume I'm doing some type of research. I say great job to whoever made this site. MLIA.

Today my English Teacher told me that if you stare at someone's eyebrows instead of looking them in the eyes they will get very uncomfortable. I have managed to freak out 2 teachers mid-lecture. New hobby and favorite teacher. MLIA.

Hahaha i love it so much, thanks Winnie :D

i not happy with you

2010-01-25T02:48:00.000-08:00

Miss Chua is gonna change seats again, totally pointless. I don't know whether to be happy(finally no need sit beside *ahemxiaohongahem*) but... Later sit with people like isabella or hui sin even worse. Anyway, the two lesbians were holding hands today. Gross. I hate body contacts with girls lol although it seems pretty normal. Im so weird like an idiot. Stupid chinese teacher, idiotic. I videotaped him then is like the whole class(?) was laughing but he so 白痴 don't even know. Then later he noticed people laughing then he like go ask somebody something like what happen like that? Then he go ask me,"你怕暗啊？" I was ROFLMAO. He supposed to teach chinese but instead he teach ACC:( I not happy. Malay teacher flared up at us taday D:
Talked to vballers^^, missya so muxch): IMY IMY IMY!!

I wished one day... You might notice...

):

2010-01-21T01:29:00.001-08:00

HEADACHE
Not liking it a single bit//

Why must the school be so hard on us? They make every decision for us, regardless. Teachers jusxt ruined up my life. Why can't they give us the freedom and rights to choose? They think that they're the noblest and everything that they do is for the best of us. ITS NOT. Let us do what we want with our own lives, you seriously don't have much rights to interfere cause it's mine and ours. Stupid outcasts in class, it's their problem that no one wants to mix with them, they had asked for everything they'd deserved and way much more to be honest. Jusxt becos of a few problematic idiots, you wanna pull all of our grades down? WTFH are you doing? Group work isn't group work at all if we don't even co-operate bitch, don't you even have common sense? It's killing me.

i got lost

2010-01-20T00:34:00.000-08:00

Fuck.
Others run 2-4km, i think i run 3.2km larh. Fuck//
Can only blame myself for getting lost in school.
Stupid teacher, say i sec2 still act like small kid.
What's your problem?!
Fuck man, i join wrong group run 2 big rounds already.
You still ask me run another 2 big-big rounds.

I can't find the class my fault meh?
Bell haven't ring you all zao liao, act so nerd for what?
F teacher, F running, F myself.
How could i even get lost in school sia?
I wont even say that i was lost):

Happy happy^^

2010-01-16T21:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~ZHI QI~~ aka ITCHY GENTS:D

Wish you can grow shorter than me, yay^^ &

Hope you like the big-not-so-big pig okay? We gave you 2 pigs lol.
I can't post the video[s], so upset ><
Nevermind, maybe, i try tagging=X everyone on facebook LOL:O
It'll be so fun hahas.

blablabla...

Stupid DingDong Bells:D Take picture of me when i yawning(?) Forgot le): Haha so spastic lol but iheartxmyself no matter what lol:P

Equally high and emo

2010-01-13T04:00:00.000-08:00

( I took it during lesson time, when he was doing a gay position anyway, he doesn't even know:D Baka chinese teacher. XP)

Im so high whenever there's school this year, i don't know why. I like all my 2010 sec2 teachers ttm, they so cool except for the chinese relief old-man-teacher. He so idiotic, we laugh at him he also don't know, people scold him he very pai seh but act blur-.- Enough about senior citizens lol:D
D&T rocks ttm YAY taday got D&T, so happy lol. I like mr (?) and mr (?) LOL omg, i 4gt their names like wth?! AH, i remember^^ Mr Mohamed and Mr Ang. 1 tua buay, 1 bamboo pole lol:D They sibei funny lol. Anyways, i heartx the seniors i jusxt met taday in EDS, they super dramatic(duh) and funny.
Im gonna be super freaking high on Friday LOL, the important day we put in sososo much effort for. Can't wait :O There's gonna be surprise and tears^^ Im definitely gonna use my phone and video the entire process.

I seriously don't know whether im still your good friend or not, you are jusxt diffferent, way much more different than when we were in 6/1'08. In the past, you kept sticking around me. Every time i called you, you were always readily available, now i don't know whom you are anymore. You always wanna hang out with YOUR friends from YOUR class and I am jusxt a super extra person whom is so damn out. You won't even introduce me to your DEAREST friends. Even the people you told me you dislike became your cliques and you didn't even tell me that. What are you up to? You're like ruining our friendship, you are like treating it as though it was dirt. And I HATE you for that even though you are my BFF. Are you really that crazy to be so popular that you readily wanna treat me as an ordinary friend after all the friends you'd made? Are you really that boy-crazy? You weren't like this at all in the past. Im so disappointed in your ridiculous behaviour. Sometimes you jusxt ignore me infront of your friends WTFH.

I made new friends, and lost a dear friend.

HAHA Cheng Jun humps folded skirts

2010-01-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

ROFLMAO:D
Venetia is cheeken curry, yati went to toilet and blasted it OMG. Zhi Qi is Itchy Gent lollollol(: and all i want to do is take off someone's clothes and fling someone's underwear in the air!!
I forgot what is Winnie): anw i think is renew. So retarded hahahahahahaha!! oolala~ LOL today we act like idiots during lessons. YaY we wrote rubbish about each other like the above muahaha^^

REGRET&®EGRET...

2010-01-06T23:46:00.000-08:00

Ponned school taday like the second time(?) Okay i freaked out in the morning when i couldn't find the bloody thermometer, i was like searching for it the whole night yesterday. I don't wanna kena scolding or waste my money or detention or whateva so i ponned school lor. I think i was kinda stupid taday, i found it 5minutes right after school started in my old pencil case T_T and i regretted not going to school instantly. OMG. My mum already had the iwanttoslapyou face liao, she was hopping mad then she nag-nag-nag, scold-scold-scold, blame, blame, blame. So i went pretend to go back to sleep then she stop(heng larh!), somehow i really fell asleep. When i woke up when school ended, Winnie and Jasmine msg me LOLhahaha^^ their msges// She called me pajiao, poser, etc., ure gonna die tomorrow!! Sianx, im so jealous of their fun taday, i regretted not going to school lar, and i miss ms sarah's roflmao:D lessons.. I called Vanessa, she also ds me. So if i don't go to school then my fun level for the entire day will decrease damn much, when i don't lol in class, im super sad. T_T Then the rest of the day i was being guaikia for my mum to see, i studied finish like one whole chapter of geography(hate this)... I so emo at home(REALLY!!) I will never pon school ever, i don't have much of a choice either, cause if i'd, my dad will definitely whack me, his face already damn black taday.

I HEARTX CHINESE LESSONS

2010-01-06T02:11:00.000-08:00

Hahahahahahahaha, taday rocks ttm:D Jusxt realised that NAPFA is on the April, OMG!!! >_<
I think that our biology teacher should be okay, at least better than Mr Tan right??
The superduper gay hand signs and the zigzig noise of his oldman stick against the projector(?). LOL^^
PE was really not good at all, i mean MASS PE//-.-
And, the worst part was that we had to jog one round around the school on our first lesson. ):
Its not that i hate running or whateva, i was hoping to play other sports lorrs. Sianzx
Anyway, i cant tolerate it anymore, secones look so nerdy. (did i look like that in the past too?) OMG
Recess i suay suay kena caught by two councillors cuz of socks and skirt, i think one is head lol.
My uniform is so notti!! They 被判我!! I went back class then they returned back to normal.
(hahazx, my classmates know what im talking about lol^^)

CHINESE LESSON rocks ttm. Mr [what?!] was superduperuberfuber funny!^^ The way he talk and whateva lame stuff he craps about was omg roflmao(: I rmb the part he talked about those 阿官=ahgua and homosexual ppl. ROFL. He keeps digressing LOL, from the 课本to算命to阿官. HAHAHAHA I think he abit senile, like brokened record or sth, keep talking about the same thing. Yar, and the best and funniest part was when he 'flew' into the table^^

FIRST ENCOUNTER
He crapped about a story he'd already told the class yesterday then he walked backwards and nearly knocked into the teacher's table.

SECOND ENCOUNTER
He made the everyone in class LOL cause of his super lame actions then he walked backwards and crashed directly into the teacher's table, he nearly lost his balance lol, they he go use his hands massage his butt larh, so unglam:O then his face was like
[>o<]
[ pain ]
/ \
Haha, that time not everybody notice but the ones who did was like HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
Okay i cant stop laughing liao so buhbye.

To me, everything rotates around you

2010-01-05T03:50:00.000-08:00

It's like one week and i still can't let you go.
Jusxt hopelessly painful...
I know that ive only known you for a short while.
but you were gone, even before i tried to hold on.

What a nice start for the year 2010 you gave me,
you left me seconds jusxt before the new year started,
i thought that you might come back but you didn't.
You left without a word and made me look like a fool.

Ill still wait for you, you might change your mind.
At the same place, same time, same everything.
I hope you'll still keep me in your heart.
I know that this is selfish, im sorry.
but ive forgottened your face and many things.
i'd only remember your back view,
like the first time i saw you in that gray Tshirt.

I really can't let you go...

OMG!! T_T school...

2010-01-03T02:50:00.000-08:00

Brrr...
School reopens tomorrow dude, oh man... Juxst when i was enjoying my hol's to the fullest.
Goodbye my 1am-12pm sleep, now it's back to the 12am to 6am sleep routine... T_T
I honestly got the jitttttttttttterererery feeling about going to school tomorrow, sianz...
But im not those kinda of kiddo's who are superduperuber ecstatic about going to school.
Jusxt a lil' vex-xed.
Hol's seem to be shorter and shorter and even shorter as i grow older.
LOL the bestt thing about school tomorrow is that, im no longer the junior-est.
I've grown up!!! Wheeeeeeeeeexs!xD 2010 rocks ttm. :D
yayYAYyay(: can bully my juniors tomorrow muahahahahahahahhahahahahha!
Anyway, the school is now under renovation? construction?
Hello? like FOUR.
And, i had one of the worst time chasing people up...
Okay gtg prepare for the suckish day tomorrow buhbyes^^

Happy, happy, happy new year

2009-12-29T06:00:00.000-08:00

Bye YEAR 2009, Hello YEAR 2010

I'll stll miss the ohoh's though. LOL:D

(like what winnie said.)

YAY(: the time we'd all been looking forward to has arrived^^

Forget about those retarded memories from the year 2009-.-

Take those wonderful moments along with you to year 2010!!

Finally the close of one lousy chapter in my book oolala~

It's time to read another page of my lifebook haha :DDD

2010 is a brand new chapter, i don't know what's in store for me.

But IDONTCARE, i'll still live my life to the fullest haha wheexsxD

HAPPY NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW YEAR >o<

Time to get on with life,

move it dude!^^

-SilentNight- Merry Christmas^^

2009-12-23T22:38:00.003-08:00

To: Family & friendsz

Hii guyx, today is Christmas Eve & Silent Night!^^ Be happy okays? I love you all always.

I won't be here in Singapore during Xmas, bcuz i would be in Malaysia at midnittes!! :D

So, an advance

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A BLESSED NEW YEAR, MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

Muacksz<3

Alethea^^

LasT MinUte

2009-12-21T21:17:00.000-08:00

BOO

Im rotting at home now, gone to malaysia for like urgh... so many days.
Regrett-ed finishing my hol's homework ages ago. Now my hand itching to disturb people, ): my bro all sleeping, so sianz... My mind has rotted too, so im in no mood to study. I feel so down today, can't afford to be hyperhighhhhhhh... im supposed to be at a party now, 9am to 6pm, then my always-no-parents say NO. Yeah, im grounded, all thanks to my big bro. Now, for like 5days, i can only go out with my parents XP. This sucks:P Thankfully, today is the last day im in jail. Oops, i just realised i had forgottened to post about the chalet thingy. YAY 6/1 rocks, it was reallllllllllly FUNN(: Bell punched me=.=

Thursday 171209

Went to Orchard for last minute Christmas Shopping with my mum(DUH) and my big kor. Went to 313somerset and it has like omgosh ~~three~~four levels of F O R E V E R 2 1// Whoa [!][!] The queue was like super damn long to the dressing room. Okay finaally got out of there, went to UNIQLO// My bro's favourite shop, apparently it seems so, cause he spent 2h in there and there was a sale going on. He? We? bought lotsalotsalotsa clothes, spent like 100++ bucks:D Went to Cotton On, and the smell of the shop was intolerable, it stinks ttm >o<

I think we walked to Robinson's? after that. We went to Marks and Spencers to buy many (looks) yummy yummy yummy stuff^^ But they're so cute, i reallly can't bear to eat'em. They're super ex$$ but we bought them anw XD

Kawaii~~ See? I never bluff you right hehe.. ^^Then we walked to Orchard Central, very very -.0^ empty... So we walked ard until 10plus before goin home. Reached home at 1plus, with my soresoresore feet. Christmas is about to arrive, be happy everyone!!! ^^

Shoptill'yadrop

2009-12-01T19:21:00.000-08:00

I juzt realised that Orchard is really cool, lol.
I want to go there shop again and again and again.

borED ]:

2009-11-30T03:31:00.000-08:00

I just want to make myself clear, after one year of suppressing everything/-.-

Ignoring people doesn't mean that i hate/dislike,wdv, them. WDV. I just want to be alone, understand????????????????????????????????????????
Okay, i am damn annoying and domineering but i need my space, i don't always mingle with people. Don't compare me with others, we are DIFFERENT INDIVIDUALS. Besides, it is so damn 尴尬, not used to these situations. Im sorry if i gave others the wrong impression, just count everything as my fault alright? But i just want to apologize whether or not you accept it. I mean what i said.

*sighs*
Today wasn't fabulous at all, well, anticipation reduced to disappointment.
So little people turned up, i mean girls... We are drifting apart anyways.
That wasn't a deduction but a fact instead. Im just trying to state a fact.
Must learn to accept reality, afterall, we've been apart for one year.
Can't possibly be that close anymore unless, we had been communicating continuously right?
i still miss those Primary school days nevertheless.
Laughter/jokes/friends/bonded/late-night-calls/real.smiles/happiness/teachers/ games/smuggle-food-into-class/chatters/punishment-by-miss-lee-for-doing-stupid-stuffs/ calling-people-names/chasing/BFF/GFF/screaming-on-the-top-of-our-lungs/lameness/(:
*sighs*

This minor and insignificant yet precious things made up my entire 2008 year.
Never been so happy since Ling Wei left RSS, 6/1 changed my life.

YAY

2009-11-22T18:27:00.000-08:00

OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG
hAHaH, IT'S LIKE HAVING A DREAM COME TRUE...
FATE PLAYED A PRANK ON MY LIFE.
FATE GAVE ME A SURPRISE OF MY LIFE.
iF wE wAiT LoNg EnOuGh, THinGS wOuLd TuRn oUt ThE WaY wE WAntED 'eM tO.
I HOPE IT'LL BE BETTER THOUGH... WELL, TOMORROW WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER.
OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG_OMG

hmm...

2009-11-16T21:31:00.000-08:00

HELLO,
I GOT NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT.
iM GONNA BUY MY DREAM SOON!

One Piece [:

2009-11-15T20:28:00.000-08:00

i decided to become a fan of one piece because it's awesome :D
Monkey D Luffy Zoro Sanji Usopp Nami Vivi Chopper Robin Franky Brook
Omgosh, everyone should watch it lol. im so damn anticipating the last episode.
Even the theme songs are so nice(: Comic books, key chains etcetra, they are gonna be mine.

Crazy over you

2009-11-10T22:19:00.000-08:00

Haven't seen you for 24 days since saturday.
Haven't seen you for 02 dreadful saturdays.

Saturday Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday Monday Tuesday Wednesday

Anticipating every Saturday, please don't give me false hopes.
Back to reality after dreaming, i'll still remember
童年，你留在我心里的创伤是永远无法磨灭的。。。
Let's go back, back to the beginning.

sweetest fruits of labour

2009-11-05T18:03:00.000-08:00

DRAMA NITEZ

Morning
Stuck in a jam, car damn suay broke down halfway. 8++am it miraculously got well by itself. WHOA. It began driving me to school again. Reached CCHMS grand auditorium, tried to sneak in, managed to. LOL. Tech-run1 started. Loyalty-Justice-Diligence-Empathy(yays) One two bitch teachers kept critisizing us, one two three loserz classes were mocking at us. Obviously they were jealous of us, wth, results&drama all beat them hands down. ;P

Lunch
.Yati bought us chips and chocolate&Ate lunch Changed&for tech-run2.

Afternoon
Tech-run2 more people as audiences, more stress? not really. We decided to work harder, it doesn't matter if they laughed at us, we would work even harder lols. They still mocked us anyway, wdv.

Dinner
Pizza&slacking&taking pics&laughing&spraying hair pink&make-up.

Showtime
Group hug, went up stage, performed without faults! Oh yeah... So damn proud of ourselves. Helped out in chinese drama, distributed the flyers. Rushed for curtain-call, screamed damn loud and damn lots of times, then gone home with lots of blisters.

Drama night yesterday was, omgosh, awesome. For some reason i don't know why, i felt as though the class was kinda bonded yesterday. Hopefully, we can be a better class next year, be more bonded kkays? Well, it's like seemingly impossible for people to stop disliking each other but just try to 忍 larh. Nerdy people can just try to be more sophisticated and have more fashion sense larh, afterall, we work well together as a class right? Others can gossip properly anot, at least don't make it so obvious larh, very hurting derhs leh. So kudos people. This is the happy ending of yet another chapter in year 2009.

Happy(mostly), awesome, proud, pain, tired.

Plain boring

2009-11-04T01:32:00.000-08:00

3rd November 2009, Tuesday
Life was as usual yesterday, nothing much of an excitement, just hanging out with friends. 早出晚归。Iluma was spacious, simply another word to replace empty-boring. Bugis was packed with lots of people, no freedom, i guess that's just part of the reason why the urban planners constructed iluma there. Yay(; im smart. lol. Actually i wasted 20 bucks yesterday on nonsensical stuff, well, what a waste of time.
4th November 2009, Wednesday
Woken up by a false alarm from my alarm clock? Maybe something else. In either way, i rushed back to cchms. Jasmine and Kristal hurried me, but, many others also hadn't arrived yet when i showed up. LoL, practised dance again. Mdm Yati was still not contented, until 2h later. Oh yeah, so she allowed us to leave when she was pleased(: Tomorrow is speech day, others are definitely fretting over it but im different. I am so anxious for it, can't wait for my hawaiin pizza and smoked salmon pizza! AND sakae! Woootz>o<>soon.

S.O.R.R.Y.

2009-11-01T01:24:00.000-07:00

Sorry, to people from my class who read the last post, lol. Im not mentioning about anyone in 1empathy! Okay, whatever, i shouldn't be apolosizing it's not my problem. To save myself from hindrance and everyone from gossip, i deleted that post. yAy(: 2010 would be the streaming year, rejoicing! Oh yar, i almost forgot, next time i would post pictures of wang wei and all the nerds from 1empathy. Anyway, im still gonna work triple hard for the following year, i know everyone would. My goal- top class, top ten, top ten percent, A1 or A2 for all subjects. I'll work hard for them, i will achieve my goals(: Studying isn't that bad afterall right? At least we'll still get monetary rewards? Im saving up to buy cool stuffs, amount saved isn't enough to buy a Jack Russell or a Golden Retriever yet, haixx. By rights, im studying for money, haha, im so money-minded. I love you so much books! Ive made up my mind, my resolution for the following year? STUDY!

So bored at home, when can we go out peeps??? Brr... Im only free for this few days though, but it's boring to slack at home for two days.

problematic

2009-10-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

Brrr... Went back to cchms today, situation still the same, as boring as ever. Stupid flag-raising, Mr ~~Gay~~ Tay, asked me if i was quiting volleyball. Then i act that stupid dumb question mark face cause i don't know what to tell him. In the end just nod head. He asked what CCA i going to join??? I no idea also, so just fake larh. I say CDC cause Shu Ying asked me to accompany her. I know it was extremely retarded but i don't know what other reasons to give, so yeah. Anyway, i at a loss as of what damned CCA to join, i want a slackish one. In class, Mdm .Yati talked about the marks thing again, level position, class position, etcetc. Im so damned bored. Yet, drama was even worse. I feel like bashing up people, their expectations of our class is seemingly too high. What's their problem, they're not even acting or wdsoever yet they critisize us. Retarded people. Eccentric people. Spastic people. Especially, that big fat piece of "pork". Well, im so used to calling you that, so don't blame me. Another thing was the fan, i suay suay kena the black fan with all the feathers dropping whenever i opened it. And that stupid horrendous mask, i know it suits you bella, but not me cause you are as retarded as it. After that was the Praxis Board Game, LOL, again i super uber suay, sit beside 2 guys whom i don't even know. Everybody was laughing at me, URGHHHHH!!! Afterall, still lost the game, awww... Bye, i go talk to xxxx.

Pon school(:

2009-10-27T05:05:00.000-07:00

I got gastric today. Happily ponned 4km marathon walk or wdsoeva. Happily ponned english speech and drama. Happily ponned SCHOOL. Lalalalala~ you must definitely love me dude. LOL! Heehee, i started playing com since like 8am in the morning? I guess everyone was in the heat, walking till their feets went sore huh? Envy me people!!! Buhbye, dinner is ready(:

EOYS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!! >_<

2009-10-26T00:31:00.000-07:00

This sucks man, the B and C matters more than the A's. OMGosh, im so disappointed with myself. i better work harder for next year(: Perhaps i can get all A's. That'll be so cool. LOL, when have i become such a nerd?! Whoa, better change back to my pai kia ways. Im becoming more retarded as the days go by.

English,
headache-------------B3
Mathematics---------------------A1
Chinese---------------------------A1
Science---------------------------A1
Geography-----------------------A1
History----------------------------A1
English
Literature--------------C5

Today, time simply flies. Nothing much happened in class recently, very quiet no drama. Everyone preparing for speech day. Gosh, sucking. I never once liked to act in public, not to even mention dance. Luckily got mask to cover up. Jeslyn never come today, guess we quite slack larh, the english drama people. But still very bored...

Tomorrow is the 4km marathon thingy, i don't feel like going to school all of a sudden tomorrow. Come'on, exams just ended, we should at least take a freaking rest right? I think our brain cells rot already. Wdv. Holidays, im waiting for you.